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Post by lyla nicole anderson on Jul 1, 2009 13:00:37 GMT -5
LYLA NICOLE ANDERSON________________________________  ________________________________ "Just a small town girl livin' in a lonely world"entries
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Post by lyla nicole anderson on Jul 1, 2009 14:32:56 GMT -5
AN INTRODUCTION.
Things have been pretty weird lately. I have a habit of just... watching people. No one thinks about the quiet girl. Lyla Anderson doesn't exist. But I mean... I'm okay with that. Lately, though, things have gotten pretty out of hand. Really, I only plan on following two to four main peoples' stories. First, my favorite, is Carson Walker. The second most important one is Carson's twin brother, Peter Walker. By association with those two... Kholden Jackson and Ashton Johnson. Then the ones I'm not too worried about are Blaine Cronn, Willow Eshire, and Lucky Mayhem. The only reason I like to focus on Carson and Peter is because I think they are the most interesting out of everyone I've met. Just by watching their lives I feel like... like I'm part of something. Maybe that's a sad thing... that my journal isn't really about me, but about other people. It's like... the newest form of gossip or something. But I really don't think it can be considered gossip if I'm the only one that will read any of this. Maybe one day I will have my own story to write, but that's pretty doubtful. So, um, now to start the gossip I guess..
CARSON WALKER is the first and probably the most interesting. At first I wasn't even sure about where to start with his story. He's just so different and by different I mean that he doesn't fit the normal, college boy case. Carson goes Camden University, which I won't hold against him. As mentioned earlier, Peter Walker is Carson's twin brother. At first Carson seemed pretty hostile. I mean, he's been nice to me at least, but I noticed that most people are in the line of fire. What I think is pretty sad... is that hostility is intensified when he talks to or about his brother. I haven't really discovered what Carson's problem is with Peter, but I intend to find out. What I have seen is Peter telling Ashton that Carson had something to do with the destruction os his former relationship. I'll get to that later. I think what I like most is just how complex Carson is... I've seen him verbally tear people apart one second and build them back up the next. There seems to be a dark, mysterious side to him, but I have also seen Carson laugh and just have a good time. I just don't know what to think yet. Carson and Kholden have gone to Vegas, and I'll be interested in finding out what happened there. Enough about Carson, though. I swear I could write a book about him.
PETER WALKER invokes more sympathy than I have ever seen and I believe he deserves every bit of it. He's different too, but not in the same way as Carson. Instead of focusing his energy on hostility Peter is extremely nice. That's what makes me worry. I mean, there's like... you know, even for me, a point of being too nice. I've had a little more one on one time with Peter than Carson. Since this is really just an intro... I don't want to get too detailed about what I talked to Peter about. Something I did notice was that Peter and Ashton made things official. It was a strange thing to pop in on and parts of it made me giggle. I didn't say anything to them. I just kind of lurked and watched the conversation. It was really cute, but I don't know how long that would work. After talking to both of them... I mean... maybe it's possible, but I just never pictured them as being a couple. Peter's passion is guitar and I can tell that he's really into music. I'm going to go ahead and tack my disclaimer on to Peter's section of this entry... I don't like stalk them or anything... I just pay a lot of attention. I would only ever write what I know. This isn't meant for anything other than for me to figure out what I think about these people.
KHOLDEN JACKSON kind of... well, it's weird for me to interact with him because he's so flirtatious... and i'm... not. Well, he's best friends with Carson Walker, which I guess is sort of a miracle in itself. I mean... not that I think Carson is incapable of friends... I just never thought he would lighten up for Kholden. I love their friendship though... I mean, it makes me smile to think about it. They are probably the best real life example of best friends I have ever seen. But I don't know... it seems like there's something hidden there that no one else sees. Kholden seems to get along with everyone and he's just... interesting. Because he's part of what I've learned about Carson... I want to cover a little about him, though. Kholden is really a big part of Carson considering most of Carson's information comes from conversations that he has had with Kholden that I had been lucky enough to overhear.
ASHTON JOHNSON is the last one I'm going to write a huge block about. He's my favorite person to talk to. I can see how most people would think that talking to him is awkward, but I think it's relieving. I mean... he's sort of like me in the fact that he isn't good at talking to people in general. Ashton is now dating Peter Walker and I've already voiced my opinion on that. There's really no way to accurately guess how that will go. I really hope to be able to say a little more about that... maybe note progress. Ashton isn't exactly the happy type. He seems a little more real than most people. What I mean by that is that most people are either too happy or too sad. There really aren't many people that like to sit in the middle of that area and just poke at both sides of the equations. Ashton seems so unpredictable... not as unpredictable as Carson, but still... you know, in his own way sort of thing.
The others are really just, you know... honorable mentions since I'll need to talk about them for the other stories to make sense. This is just me using one of my abilities. Besides... what good would a journal be if it's actually about me?
Lyla Anderson.
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